despite the usual problems,

i really love life.

i'll elaborate later.
<3

uhhm,

merry christmas
:)
<3

 i have managed to find a boy moodier than myself.
if that's even possible..
somewhat of a reality slap?
for anyone that's ever had to put up with my crap, i'm sorry.
but he's incredible, nonetheless.
and i think it's worth it. we have alot of fun together.

i'm spending most of my time with briana.
can't complain. ..she makes me laugh.
this weekend should be amazing.
i'm SO ready for christmas break.
[9 days]
finals just might rape me alive, and i don't like that at all.
i suppose a real update might be necessary sometime soon, with pictures maybe?

<3
i miss xanga.
..but i however do NOT miss a year ago, when my family was falling apart, & my relationship of two years was crashing. i'm so glad to say i'm over that, ALL of it. we're so much better off.

i've stopped talkning to alot of people that just aren't worth my time anymore. ..i know i probably look like a bitch for it, but in the end you really just need to look out for yourself & what makes you happy. these particular people, do not make me happy... therefore there areeee snipped & clipped :)

it's cold<3
hotchocolate&cuddling.
hoooodies!
christmas lights & shopping :)

this update actually made me feel better.
goodnight.

 so as it turns out...
i didn't go to competetion. i'm not even invlolved with the department anymore.
and i don't care to elaborate.
the "authority" is over-rated.

random updates on stupid stuff ;;:
my scotty is back from the navy<3
bradford is living in wartown again... so that's cool, i guess.
today was briana's birthday:) she's my favorite.
courtney is in the hospital, i miss her like crazy.
 but hopefully she'll get out by this weekend/
we had a really good talk tonight about everything & really cleared alot up. we both cried.
some things never change, and being friends since 6th grade will NEVER change
my algebra 3 grade is improving.
saw 3 was disgusting.
guys are so dumb. i have pretty much given up completely.
homecoming was alot of fun, marcus & i got crunk...and then some.
some random gangster told me i could "pop it" AND "lock it". :)
jordan & i are always hanging out on the weekends now..
i can't beleieve i went a year without talking to that part of my family.
she & i used to fight about the most random crap but we can relate to so much now. 
uncle "paulwall" is a keeper<3
i can't wait for the weekend, as usual.

OLD.FAVORITES<3

umm..happy anniversary? lmao

got my  hater blockers on:)

there are no words.

"nothing matters when you're happy. if you're truly happy with yourself, no ones opinions should matter at all. you are the person you love, and you love the person you are. there shouldn't be any reason to change that for the sake of anyone else's happiness. unless of course, it's mine" <33

in georgia, there are 2 extremes of the weather;
flip-flop weather & hoodie weather...

It's hoodie weather<33

one act is a little bit ridiculous this year,
i forgot how much i hated late night rehearsals.
i saw my first rated r movie:)
"texan chainsaw massacre, the beginning" - NOT worth it.
got my nose done!! love it, but it hurt like hell.
ALSO got a hair cut that i am in love with.

i cannot wait for the weekend.
annnd competition next week.
as much as  i hate our show this year, i absolutely love traveling with my one act kidsss

no matter how much crap is bothering me
i still find the stupidest things to make me happy.
<3